Question of the Day
I've been trying to upload some additional pictures but am having trouble finding any that are 500k or less, which is what Shoutpost says are the max. Those of you who have lots of pics, what to do you to get them to be smaller? Remember, I'm an old lady who still is proud of the fact that I can even operate a digital camera!
On another topic, I think I've finally clawed my way back to a decent (my newish normal) mood. The sunshine and warmish weather help for sure. Ray and I are back to getting along better. He is truly my best friend and when we aren't meshing, life just seems kind of out of balance. We've been buddies for almost 9 years and buddies with benefits for more than 7 and that is the longest I've been monogamous with anyone. I've pretty much worked through my "Adult Child" issues but every once in awhile, I think I still go out looking for drama. Or maybe just for passion as it is hard to keep that alive after a long time and as much as I hate to say it, Ray is kinda old. He turned 60 last year and sadly, I've had a harder time dealing with that than he has. He's just counting down until he retires and I keep thinking, my gosh, I'm sleeping with a grandpa. Of course, he was already a grandpa when we met so I can't really use that as an excuse + he looks a lot younger than 60 but every once in awhile, I long for a young, virile guy of, oh, maybe 44 to carry me away and make my life perfect. BUT, for now I'm happy to be back to accepting, enjoying and making the most of my reality. A reality that is telling me...."you get to get up, take a shower, get to work", that sort of thing. One of the benefits of being home based is getting to work on one's jammies but there are meetings today and sadly, the jammies must go. Later blogmates...
