How can I become Normal?
Posted on 2007-06-12
There is something seriously wrong with me. Something not related in any way to my grief and loss regarding a blogger on here. Really, truly something wrong with me.
How does everyone else deal with boredom in their lives---the boredom that happens when things are stable and going pretty well---the boredom of being with one person for several years and just wondering, WONDERING what it would be like to be with someone else? Wanting to have the rush that I think everyone feels when they are first in love? I don't want to trade my kids in but I'm so bored with Ray right now. Not mad at him. Not sad or hurt at something he's done but just bored. Does anyone else ever feel like this and if so, what do you do?
